This installation is a tribute to my grandfather—a pillar in my life whose death split me open. In my grief, I tore apart his shirts, unraveling the fabric of memory, love, and loss. Each ripped thread is a cry, a scar, a piece of my mourning. Interwoven with this destruction is light—flickering, glaring, dimming—mirroring the shifting tides of my bipolar disorder. This work is both a memorial and a mirror: a space where loss, identity, and mental health collide in fragile, raw illumination.